Less than a day to the class bbq. Ling most likely will be coming back tomorrow. At least I hope so. I missed her...and everybody...
Going back to school soon. The holidays had just passed like that. It seemed as if it was just yesterday when we last met in school for the taking of the report book. Haiz...

Last night, for the second last game, it was pretty unfair to Kel and I as we, as hammers, had to play against 4 people with ranks higher than ours - Hw, Jeremy Yang(mysticsilver, 4E4'03 XMS) and two others. But then HW left.
Today, WW and Kel came to my house after we bought materials to make something for Ling at Hougang Mall.
Then just now around 9+pm, Ling called!!! So happy...so unexpected. She still in M'sia. But coming back for the BBQ then to go for the countdown at Downtown east on the 31st Dec '03.

Ghost of you - Michael Learns To Rock

Summer's ended and without a trace
Time goes by - while you remain
Funny how I thougt I walked on through
With my heart in one
Chorus:

Why do I still cry for you
Dying to get close to you
Why do I still fear to face
The ghost of you

How I tried to get you off my mind
But you return - all the time
I believed I could just let you go
Like the fool I am

Chorus:

Why do I still cry for you
Dying to get close to you
Oh baby why do I still fear to face
The ghost of you

Release:

I've been trying to release you
To get my feet back on the ground
Still I need my hope to hold on to
Even if I know I should back away
It's just a part of me that I can't erase

Chorus:

Why do I still cry for you
Dying to get close to you
Why do I still fear to face
The ghost of you

Outro:

Baby, baby why
Anyway I try I'm still reminded
[The ghost of you]
Anywhere I go I keep colliding with
[The ghost of you]
I've given up I just can't fight it
[The ghost of you]

Everytime I look away I see
The ghost of you

Actually, I was supposed to go out with Chair and SOMEONE yesterday but SOMEONE didn't SMS back on Friday. Luckily when I talked to SH about the chalet and SRJC, she suggested going out. If not I would have to stay home.
Yesterday night, played gunbound. Chatted with HW, WW and Kel. HW asked if I wanted to play with him and his friends. So I went. But, well, all of them had rankings much much higher than mine. Then was on different team from HW and our mobiles were near each other so I had to versus him. And gosh...he's the pro. So I couldn't beat him. Unfair! Axe bully hammer...HW bully me... :P
Went to CP today with fam. Saw Chen Zhi Cai at Orange Julias(?!). Ate BK. Shopped.

YES!!! Got into SRJC...Happy...
Went out in the afternoon with Kel and SH to Orchard. They were late...LOLX...Went library and shopping at Takashimaya then went to Far East. Went wrong way...so had to take a u-turn. Went Heeren. Walk until leg now very pain. Went to Taka to meet my mum. Shopped. Had dinner. Came home.
Bought FB book 7. Promised to lend books 1-6 to Kel.

25th Dec, an unforgetable Christmas celebration. Went down to grand's. Helped to cook. The kids played Play Station 2. Ate dinner. Everyone(almost) gathered in the living room to watch the kids play games. Some of us played too...me included.
First time ever did I celebrate Christmas with my family.
Received 4 presents in total. A shirt from my parents, a frog key chain(but quite big) from Lilian Yee and Uncle Dave(my youngest aunt and her boyfriend), a cute photo frame from my godparents and a HUGE dog soft toy from Na Na Yee(my aunt)!!! Very big arh...bigger than the cat soft toy I got from my friends during my birthday this year. Thank you!!!
Love them!!!
*Note: I've downloaded MSN Messenger in my aunt's computer on the 23rd so I can now go into MSN at my grand's.

Yesterday, after going to SRJC, went Hougang Mall with SH. Saw MQ and Jo. MQ was looking very pale. Heard she fainted. Wonder why. Hope she's okay now.
Came back from grand's today. Going down again tomorrow.
Merry Christmas everybody!!!

Went SRJC just now. Hope can get in...
HW say gunbound website was having problems yesterday so couldn't get in but it's okay now.
HW working at (PRIVATE). Don't know if he wants others to know or not...so...
At grand's now...gosh...cannot log onto MSN Messenger.
Going home tomorrow. Maybe go by to see HW's work place...maybe not. See if I get there before 4pm or not.
*MQ - TJC

It appeared again....I think is the Hikaru programme...

Tried to get into gunbound but they say wrong version ask me download new version. Haiz...
What's the problem?! Anyone know? Can tell me why?
As I was chatting with Shan Shan and WW, suddenly(twice) a girl ghost face appeared. Scared the daylights out of me. Heart beat quickened...alot...I hope won't appear again...

Went to the hairdresser at Serangoon North Ave 2 Blk 153 to rebond my hair. Now like very light also. Cos never(cannot) tie and the hairdresser cut alittle of my hair. LOLx... they(my fam) say I look totally different cos I had my contacts on also. :P
* Hairdresser near SSM, HW, Nurul and Sarine's houses.

Went to orchard today. Kel and WW were late...went library then shopped around Taka and Far East. Went Kovan.
Haiz...left one more week till school re-opens...very sad.
Miss everyone!
Going down to grand's on Tuesday, coming home on wednesday to look after the kids cos grandma going to pray.
*JX + WS + Kaini + Peiqi - AJC

IQ test
Game 1
Game 2

Hmm...going orchard(again) tomorrow. With Kel and WW. SH going out with her sis. Meeting at 2pm at orchard mrt. Going Takashimaya(orchard library) and far east plaza.

19-12-03 11.02pm Friday
After game with Charles yesterday, went off. Went on again after awhile. Saw HW and Kel. Said hello. HW said he watched LOTR4 so very happy. Played 3 games with Zegron and Retrogate against Rcaingel, putamer and NYCKnight16. Won 1 only. But very fun.
Sis told me in afternoon today that youngest aunt has 2 free tickets for Lord of the rings 4 : The return of the king. But too bad...I ain't interested. Even though HW said it's nice, I still think that it's very boring. Sorry...
Afternoon, while watching wan quan yu le, WS called me on my mum's hp. Asked if I wanted to go to movies with him, JR, WW and...at PS. Rejected. Cos no money. SMS-ed SH. He never ask her. Just chatted with WW on MSN. She said he didn't ask either. Liar...
Going orchard(again) on Sunday. With SH.
Went jogging in evening. 2 rounds around Punggol Park.
19-12-03 11.09pm Friday
* Kel - MJC

Played gunbound with Charles...learnt that some other mobiles are better than the turtle I'm using...thanks, Charles...
-JCs-
WW(AJC)
SH + Jo (SRJC)

-We will always be friends-
I got your back
You got mine,
I'll help you out
Anytime.
To see you hurt
To see you cry,
Makes me weep
And wanna die.
And if you agree
To never fight,
It wouldn't matter
Who's wrong or right.
If a broken heart
Needs a mend,
I'll be right there
To the end.
If your cheeks are wet
From drops of tears,
Don't you worry,
Let go of your fears.
Hand in hand
Love is sent,
We'll be friends
Till the end

Well...got to wait till next week...God please help me...
Well, please don't ask me about JCs or anything or I may snap at you...please...

Haiz...tomorrow is the day...I will know if I'll be in heaven or hell...

Just watched finish My MVP Valentine today...finally...very nice...
Played Black Jack yesterday...My bro won 73 ice-creams...I lost 15...the day before, my sis lost 30 ice-creams!!! LOLx...cannot play so much already cos I don't have much money left...only $6 plus then have to buy alot of things...

15-12-03 10.15pm Monday
What the heck...I used the computer to play gunbound and so rejected playing blackjack with my fam. My dad, not long later, told me to stop as 'You've played for 2 hours already.' My GOD! I've only played for an hour or so. I only started using since 9 plus. And 10 plus(between 10 and 10.10pm), he accused me of playing for 2 hours, and said that I could only play for another 10 minutes. In the afternoon my bro used the computer for hours and he said nothing. I only used for an hour. It just isn't fair!
I'm so angry, so sad. As I said, the tears just wouldn't go away...
15-12-03 10.20pm Monday
* Life just isn't fair...
* Played with Kel. No chance to play with Charles (saw him as I was leaving).

Went to Punggol seafood restaurant today for lunch. Went library. Went home and played gunbound. Played one game with watashiwa7, JuanPabIo, xbearxbearx, unicornus, gigachild, kohweiqiang and JINZO. Lost. Nevermind...

14-12-03 11.42pm Sunday
Went online at 10.00pm to play gunbound. Played with many people. Blieu, smichaels, Crackorean, MontyTrial, Artica, Wilton, blueslyer, wizmaisie, blackmonkie, thadar, Charago, Alex118, Moumoud, toshimoshi, gER13Ger, maaajs, Mistrust, Blackserpant, piedrita2, superstrong, danielrocks, ongyd,... too many already. Played 4 VS 4. Very fun! But some people e.g. danielrocks quite...err... don't know how to describe. Asked people if want to have s _ _ (PRIVATE). I guess you people know what word that is...but they were hust trying to be funny. LOLx... Those who were my allies(smichaels, Danielrocks, Crackorean, Charago, toshimoshi,...forgot the rest already. Sorry!), I love you! LOLx...cos today our groups(those I was in) won more than lost. Cool!
14-12-03 11.50pm Sunday
* Saw HW just as I was going off(around 11.36pm) but well had to go off so play with him next time.
* Never see Kel and SH. Haiz...and Charles. But nevermind next time play. At least I played with sooo... many people.
* Learnt to 'kick' people - /kick (name) - sorry to those I had to kick(cos you didn't click ready then other people ask me to kick as I was the 'key-holder' for the second game onwards) and those I accidentally kicked (MontyTrial/Mistrust?!)

Haiz...I'm living in hell...teaching my bro Chemistry is totally hellish... Haiz... But what can I do?! My sis isn't very good in this subject so she can't possibly teach him...
Thank goodness it will end soon... *PHEW*...lucky me.... :P

Oh yeah...I found out yesterday that if you flash your POPULAR card at Sizzler, you'll get 10% off your total bill and a Java Bar coupon(?!) for 2... I was flipping through the POPULAR Christmas cataloge when I came across this.

Last night and this morning, I read finish 3 books. One was the comic(Mei kong wu yu?!Fifth and last book). The other two were English story books. One was Nancy Drew on Campus book 1 - New lifes, new loves. The other was Don't Say Good-bye by Diane Schwemm under the Love Stories seris. I'm starting on Buffy the Vampire Slayer - The Watchers' Guide(?!). Very nice...
I'm left with 2 books. The Buffy one and MVP book. Then I want to go Orchard library again or maybe Woodlands library.
My cousin went home today...and my sis went out...so that's why I get the chance to use the computer.

11-12-03 11.09pm Thursday
Went online in afternoon. Chatted with Kel, SH and HW. Update blog. Checked emails. Played gunbound. Played with HW. He taught me a way to earn money. :P Thank you! Also he very sweet. Cos though he specialised in using turtle, he did not use when he found that I had no chance of winning. Thank you!
Stella sent me a christmas card. Thank you! Very unexpected! Very happy. Hee...
Bro, sis and cousin(Daryl) came to stay. Haiz...no chance to use computer already.
Going out tomorrow with SH and Kel. Go orchard. 1pm orchard MRT. Cos I want to go orchard library!
Watched MVP disc 12-14, 15 half-way. Want to watch finish asap! Very nice but don't like the ending. Love the songs! Esp. 5566's wo nan guo and tiao bo. Also like TaiZi!
11-12-03 11.28pm Thursday


12-12-03 10.11pm Friday
Went out with SH and Kel. Went orchard library then Kinokuniya. Ate octopus ball then mos burger. The fish burger is nicer than the chicken burger. Shopped around. Ate ice-cream. Went TIMES bookstore. Shopped. Went Kovan Htld Mall. Shopped. Home sweet home.
Bought Teens(Jan'04 issue). Got 5566, Toro and Wilber! :P
Haiz...as I told HW, I wouldn't have the chance touse the computer now that my bro and sis are back with my cousin. After bath, I read a book. My dad asked me to go down to play cards(poker) with my siblings and cousin. I didn't want to so I decided to use the computer. Haiz...when I went down, my sis was using the computer while my cousin was beside her. Haiz...I told you, HW... *SIGH*
12-12-03 10.18pm Friday
*A life without love is like a tree without blossoms

Cancer Blood Group o+

June 21 - July 22

for Men
Personality: You enjoy the exposure of a public life and the attention around you. Solitude is a word you dread and everything you possibly do is done in the limelight. Don't get overzealous with competitions because that will lead you to unnecessary fights. Your charm enchants many people and you don't have to worry about your popularity status.

Love Tendency: Your passionate involvement in a relationship might be difficult to handle for some women because of your possessive and monopolistic nature. There will also be negative consequences to your jealous rages. But the woman who will be your partner for life is lucky to be settling down with you.

Life: The public affairs sector is a suitable occupation for you because you need the exposure of lots of people. Another suggestion is to be surrounded in an active environment because you're less likely to change your occupation out of boredom.

for Women
Personality: People can detect your emotions through the facial expressions you expose outwardly. This might be good and bad. For one, this makes you a person who is honest in letting other people know how you feel at that moment. The bad news is that you are not great at negotiations because you tend to think irrationally.

Love Tendency: You're a good decision maker when it comes to choosing the right partner for you. The person you set your mind on is usually the one you'll end up with ringing wedding bells. There shouldn't be any regrets because you tend to choose the right one from the start. Just be careful not to corner him too much or else he'll feel too tied up in this relationship.

Life: One of life's great lessons for you is to think rationally before you make any offensive comments. Take it easy. Your fastest way to happiness is to get married and settle down. Your health is vital to keep your family's happiness alive. Your poetic sense will bloom, if you stay committed to it.

Match

Good Match: A-type, O-type and B-type Taurus and Cancers would make great partners for you. The same goes for O-type and B-type Virgos and Scorpios, A-type Capricorns and B-type Pisces. They all display a heart of gold and they aren't the type to betray you. You think they are tough but they are sensitive and understanding to your needs. A Cancer especially enjoys a special bond with you because you both give each other the space you need.

Bad Match: AB-type Libras think they are part of an elite society. You think they are snobs, they think they are special. You also don't match with AB-type Aries because they don't appreciate your sincerity.

1.01am
Played gunbound yesterday afternoon. Went CP. Bought sports shoes. Shoped. Grocery-shopped. Ate dinner. Returned home. After bath, online. Play gunbound.
Played with many people. Played 4 vs 4 for the first time.(normally play 1 vs 1) Very fun chatting with exoticisland(charles) and the other 6 players, one of whose nick is justea(not the ID in this game). Met a guy, 17, in ITE, who was from Monfort, living in Hougang Ave 10. He is Kelvin. He doesn't have a gf cos he thinks that "not all gals are...good". But he has many gal friends. His ID starts with P(something like Phlegm?!). He added me as his 'BUDDY' but when he went off, his name disappeared from my 'BUDDY' list. Hope to play with him again. Both he and Charles are very sweet guys. They had purposely let me win to boast my confidence. Thanks guys.
Played with Kel these 2 days. Not sure if SH download already or not.
When stopped playing gunbound, surfed around. Downloaded 5566's chun zai midi, Cyndi's and Tony's jian ao and many wallpapers from westside story. Now the song jian ao is repeating and repeating over and over again in my head. Really very nice song. Chatted with HW. He has sore throat and a slight fever. Offline.
(PRIVATE)
1.21am

Background music is 5566's chun zai....from westside story(ending song)

My Love - Westlife
Shane:
An empty street
An empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone
The rooms are getting smaller

I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Oh yeah

And oh my love
I'm holding on forever
Reaching for a love that seems so far

::Chorus::
All:
So i say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue to see you once again, my love
Over seas and coast to coast
To find a place i love the most
Where the fields are green to see you once again, my love

Bryan:
I try to read
I go to work
I'm laughing with my friends
But i can't stop to keep myself from thinking
Oh no

I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Oh yeah

And oh my love
I'm holding on forever
Reaching for a love that seems so far

::Repeat Chorus::

Mark:
To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from the heart
You're all i'm thinking of

I'm reaching for a love that seems so far

::Repeat Chorus::

Yesterday morning went to Hougang Mall(HM). Ate at hans. Went shopping for sports shoes. Went library. Couldn't find the books I wanted.
Went home. Played gunbound. Chat.
Went orchard. Ate dinner. Shopped. Went library. Borrowed 4 comic books. Very nice. Got to borrow more.(From orchard library) Shopped. Went Tiong Bahru Plaza. Shopped. Can't find shoes. Went grand's. Went home.
Read comics. Fantastic story.

08-12-03 10.26pm Monday
Just went online to try Gunbound. Really fantastic. Just like Worms World Party or what HW calls worms armaggdon! Very nice. Shooting game. Very fantastic. Went online, find HW but can't find. He was on MSN so I thought he would be playing as his status was set at Busy. Played the game. First game very blur blur. Played with 2 people. One is Mashimaro999(?!). The other is Exoticisland. Played more times with the latter who is now my 'BUDDY'.
Exoticisland is 19, male, in NS. His name is Charles. He was in SRJC for first 3 months(had wanted to go NYJC but could not) then went TJC. He was the first person I played with and was very encouraging whereas Mashimaro999 was very critising. I hope to play with Charles again. But I only won him once out of the many times...haiz...nevermind! Very fun!
08-12-03 10.33pm Monday
*Should try! Must try! Now I no need to play Diablo II everytime. Can play this game. :P
*(PRIVATE)
*Sometimes feeling romantic is psycological...the external environment doesn't matter (From Westside Story Ep.7 by Xing Wang)
*When you lose your freedom, you're actually having the most freedom(From WSS Ep. 8 by Gu Tian Le)
*Lan Yu Li jealous that You Ya Yu like Du Zhi so she shi(4) tan(4) him. Then find out that he only like Du Zhi as a sister. LyL and YYY looked into each others' eyes but the romantic moment was spoilt by Wang Xing(Zac). LYL decided to join self-defense class taught by YYY. So YYY told her is Sat 8.30am.

ARGH! My scanner like spoil....how? HOW? HOW? OMG... try again tomorrow...

6.15pm
Went online just now(while scanning in the pictures from My MVP Valentine picture book). Talked to HW. He introduced me to a game, gunbound.I've not played yet so don't know if it is nice. But very cute! Haiz...my bro brought Diablo II disc to my grand's. Cannot play for a few days. Haiz...nevermind. Play gunbound or other games instead.
HW said he don't know how to play Diablo II. Haha...
Diablo II very nice to play leh! Love it. HW, you've got to try it! Very nice!
6.22pm

I think I'm not going down to my grand's...
Got alot of things to do...
1. Hang and fold the clothes.
2. Scan in all the photos.
3. Watch last week's episode of Westside Story.
4. Watch My MVP Valentine.
5. Read newspaper.
6. Go library.
7. ...

O-Town - All Or Nothing

All Or Nothing
Written by Steve Mac/Wayne Hector

(Oooh) I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realise
It's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And somthing somewhere's got to give
As sharing this relationship
Gets older, older

You know I'd fight for you
But how can I find someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
I don't care if that's not fair

'Cos I want it all or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom
It's now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you in memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it, show it
And then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right
I know it, know it

Don't make me promises
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
It's time for show and tell

'Cos I want it all or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom
It's now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

'Cos I want it all or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
It's now or never

Is it all or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom
It's now or never

Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
Will you leave me here with nothing at all

Yesterday, I played Black Jack again. I won 13 ice-creams, can you believe it?
Collected my photos yesterday. Had washed a wrong photo by mistake. Was to wash no. 26 for JX but washed 25 instead. Nevermind, I'll either wash again or give JX my original copy.
Going down to stay at my grand's for a few days. Going down later after scaning in some photos and after going to the library to return some books.
Haiz...I don't know what to think...If only I've got a hp then I can ask for help from Dr _a_. The person who helped me the most. The person who gives great advice. The person who gave me motivation to do my best in the 'o's. The person who makes me smile and laugh.
Nevermind...I think I'll write a letter instead.

28-11-03 2.09am Friday
Going to see Nyein off today...
(PRIVATE)
I want to forget about all the sad/depressing/... things but I can't.
A scientific study showed that harmful substances are produced in our saliva when we are angry/furious/... So, we are hurting ourselves much more.

2 boxes

GOD gave me two boxes - one black and one gold
HE told me to put all my happiness into the gold box and all my sorrow into the black one
And so I did as HE said
But whilst the gold box grew heavier and heavier, the black box remained as light as before
One day, to satisfy my curiousity, I opened the black box to see why this is so
To my surprise, there was a hole in it
So I asked GOD why the black box had a hole
HE said." I want you to keep all your happiness while all your sorrow comes to me."
(Adapted from 100.3FM)

From this, we should learn to treasure all the happy moments and to let go of all the sorrow.
28-11-03 2.21am Friday


28-11-03 2.22am Friday
(PRIVATE)
28-11-03 2.30am Friday


29-11-03 12.00am Saturday
Yesterday morning, accompanied mum and bro to buy bro's school books. Took 119 to Kovan Heartland Mall. Went EPB. Didn't know what to buy for the ASEAN scholars. Saw a little of FB. Love it! WW not going cos couldn't find wallet. Took 322, changed to 53. Walked from terminal 2 bus terminal to MRT station. Very far! Met up with SH. Waited quite long for her. Took sky train(SH's first time) to Terminal 1. Met Sandi, Kevin and Kyaw Ko. Hugged Sandi. Met up with Ling and Nyein. Hagged them.
Bought a drink from Starbucks(Ling recommended), starting with 'R'. Forgot what name. Very nice. Got cookies in it. Shared with SH while Ling drank her own and Nyein bought a mineral water.
Shopped aroubd. Finally bought a 100g of cookies for each of the 5 scholars and wished them bon voyage. Hugged Ling and Nyein. Nyein, Sandi and Kyaw Ko went in. Ling, SH and I took 27. When passing through Tampines,(we sat at the back of the bus. occupied 3 seats while another person occupied the fourth out of the 5), 2 malay guys came and sit beside me(I was sitting in the middle of the 5 seats). The guy's(beside me) arm kept poking into my ribs. And he slid down and occupied most of the space, causing me to have no space at all. SH and Ling(on my left) moved in to give me some space.
That guy very sicko! There was only 5 seats of which only 1 was empty yet he and his friend came to sit. I hate this type of people!
The 3 of us felt that the guy who sat in front of SH(who was sitting furthest in) had cool hair. Ling went down 1/2 bus-stop before the one nearest to CP, and, SH and I changed seats to that in front(where the cool hair guy had been sitting). He, Ling and the 2 malay guys alighted at the same bus-stop. Ling quite excited about alighting with the cool hair guy.
SH and I went Hougang Mall(HM) to library. Borrowed MVP picture book.SH borrowed 2(?!) books. Took MRT to Kovan. Collected the photos. Looked through them. Went EPB(again!). Bought a mechanical pencil. SH bought a VCD. We bought our lunch from Yoshinoya. Went home.
My GOD! My grandma's knee joint ligaments tore and she is to undergo a minor operation this coming afternoon. Went to visit her yesterday night. I hope she would have a speedy recovery!
(PRIVATE)
SMS-ed my NGBF(B=BEST). He very funny! When I asked about the flowers on the plant, he said there wasn't anymore as he ate them(jokingly). Then when I asked(jokingly) if he missed me, he said no but had dreams about me everynight, then say need to go see psychologist cos everynight got nightmare, then say just kidding. Haha...
Just now when SMS-ed HW, he had joked(?!) with me about the Marie-franc bodyline(?!) advertisement. I didn't get it at all. He say I slow. :( I also know. No need remind me. *POUT*
29-11-03 12.25am Saturday
*Going to see grandma this afternoon.


29-11-03 10.55pm Saturday
(PRIVATE)
Went hospital see grandma. Very sad to see her like that!
(PRIVATE)
29-11-03 11.10pm Saturday


01-12-03 1.24am Monday
Sunday went shopping. 12.12pm(on bus), saw Huiqi at bus-stop(2 bus-stop after the one where we boarded 136). Waved to her. Went Plaza Singapora(PS). Shopped. Went down to grand's house. Helped to prepare dinner.
SMS-ed SH and HW. Asked HW if he still going with us on Tuesday. He say will confirm 'tomorrow night'(tonight) cos he's not sure if his mum indeed helped him to find a job. Told SH I may not be going but will confirm 'tomorrow night'(tonight) for HW and me. She say if we don't go won't be fun. But I think it should be still okay.
(PRIVATE)
01-12-03 1.31am Monday
*The true art of communication is not saying the right thing at the right time but to keep the wrong thing unsaid during the tempting moment.


02-12-03 7.20pm Tuesday
Just got back. Went for a movie-Wishing Stairs- with SH and Kel at Bishan GV from 2-3.45pm. Then went Sakae with WW and them. Midway, WW told me something.
(PRIVATE)
After awhile, saw HW pass by with 2 of his friends.
Continued to eat. Went shopping. Went home.
Actually Wishing Stairs was quite nice but very scary. Alot of people screamed. Also, very gross. But overall, quite nice.
SH say may not go chalet. Haiz...
(PRIVATE)
02-12-03 7.28pm Tuesday


02-12-03 7.29pm Tuesday
Dear Dr. _a_,
I really fail as a person, don't you think? Recently, I've been quarrelling with so many people and have been crying so many times. GA, sis, bro, HW,...
Haiz...What should I do, Dr _a_?! I guess you also can't help me. Nevermind...
02-12-03 7.33pm Tuesday


03-12-03 10.10pm Wednesday
Today, I went for my dental appointment. Had went to develop some photos for JX,KJ and WW then go meet SH and Kel. They were late. Saw WS(at place between Kovan Heartland Mall and MRT station). Borrowed hp from him. No one answered(SH's hp and home). Kel's bro said she went out. Returned hp to WS. Saw that he met up with KJ. Met up with the gals and went for dental appoinment. SH and Kel each loan me $4 for the fees.(cos I was to pay to collect the photos and I only had $7) Went to PS at Douby Ghout(?!). Got off train. Had saw JX.Said hello and bye. He asked where we were going. Answered shopping. Asked him where he was going. He said home(I think). Shopped around. Went to Kovan. Photos still not ready! But they had stamped today's date! They bluff me! LOLX...nevermind. Friday go collect at 8pm.
What a coincidence. Met 3 people I know and who are friends all in a day!
Bought Teenage(Jan issue). There is a 5566 poster! Love it! :P
Tomorrow going grocery errand with family cos my dad's birthday. Happy birthday!
Ouch! My teeth hurt. They tightened the braces. So painful. Ouch.
Wiber Pan-Ai(4) shang(4) wei(4) lai(2) de(3) ni(3)
Very nice song!
Saw a 5566 westside story CD cum concert VCD cum something else priced at $23+(I think). I want! Must save money. But no pocket money. How?! Then no time go find a job now.
03-12-03 10.26pm Wednesday


05-12-03 2.39am Friday
Celebrated my dad's b-day yesterday. Went to buy the ingrdients with my sis and bro then prepared for bbq cum steamboat. Had shared 2 slices of cake from Coffee Beans-1 tiramisu(YUMMY!) and 1 cheesecake-with my family.
Could not sleep so listen to radio. Just heard Vitamin C's Graduation(Friends Forever) on 98.0FM. Well, we've already graduated from Xinmin. I just miss everyone, so much! I miss all the joking and fooling around. I even miss all the bickerings and debatings. I just so miss everyone!
Had a dream yesterday and the day before. They featured many of my friends. But I can't remember who exactly and what exactly happened.
Haiz...
If only we can meet up then I wouldn't miss you so badly. But well, nevermind! There's still MSN Messenger and our class blogs,emails, letters, telephones and SMS-es.
05-12-03 2.49am Friday


05-12-03 1.59pm Friday
I haven't been going online recently, not even to update my blog or check emails. That's partly cos I have been playing Diablo II which was introduced by my bro. I love the game very much. However there are also many other reasons why I didn't go online. (PRIVATE) Haiz...
Now watching My MVP Valentine disc 10. Very nice! :P Like very long never watch already! So now very excited! Heehee...
05-12-03 2.12pm Friday


07-12-03 1.33am Sunday
I just heard on 93.3FM JJ Lin Jun Jie's Hui You Na Mo Yi Tian (There'll be such a day). If you listen carefully to the lyrics, you'll find that the story told is very touching. The tears filled my eyes as I listened to the lyrics. Hmm...really very nice.
It speaks of a couple in 1943(World War II). The man was to go to war, and, before he left, he told his wife."I'm leaving, please don't cry. Don't be sad. Please believe me. Please wait for me. My love will stay with you forever. Because there'll be such a day when we walk on the field, hand-in-hand, listening to the birds sing, and hear me say I love you." At dusk, when all the birds have gone home, the lady lay on the death's bed, holding her husband's hand. She told him the same thing.
I find it really very touching. Don't you think so?
Had bbq cum steamboat again yesterday night. But too little bean sprouts. So sad. The bbq-ed(?!) bean sprouts with some sauce is quite nice. (Actually I learned to do this the other time when I cooked it with WW when Mrs Teo treated us to Seoul Garden)
Opps...haven't collected my photos yet! Got to do so today.
Fri and Sat, played Scrabble and poker cards(GoFish, Black Jack,...). For Black Jack on Sat, played with whole family. Betted with ice-creams! I think I won the most. :P Happy! But, I also can't possibly eat so many cos I've already got 2 in the freezer.
Fri went CP. Ate KFC.Shopped. Bought a shirt and a skirt from OP. Black shirt, blue and white skirt. Bought a 'cushion'(pink, same texture and feel as the one we gave WW for her birthday) at $6.90 after spending over $40 at OP. The cushion is a monkey. But I had initially thought that it was a cow. LOLX. Very nice to hug.
100.3FM. Just heard Ye Liang Jun's(sorry forgot his Christian name) za xi de lei. Very nice song too. I just can't remember what show I heard this song from.
It was a story about a spoilt boy going to a part of China(Kunning?!) from S'pore to teach. He learnt alot there after an earthquake. He stopped taking things for granted. I think Yao Wen Long acted in it. Very nice show!
Haiz...I miss the shows from the past and the past itself.
I just cried for 5 minutes. (PRIVATE)
I had tried,but, the tears just wouldn't go away.
07-12-03 2.12am Sunday

There was this guy who loved two gals at the
same time but he didn't know which one he loved
more. Someone taught him.
Ask yourself this question and answer it
honestly :
"When you are happy, which gal would you want to
share your happiness with?" The one you think of
is someone you love.
Ask yourself another question and answer it
honestly :
"When you are sad, which gal you want to share
your burden with?" The one you think of is also
someone you love.
If you think of the same gal when you are happy
& sad, that's the most perfect. But if you don't
think of the same gal, I would advise you to
chose the one you are willing to share your
sadness with.
In life, there are more sorrows than happiness.
There are too many people that u meet that u can
share your happiness with, not necessary your
lover.
If you live your life happily, you can also
enjoy it alone.
In sadness, however, there are not many people
willing to share your burden with you. If you
are willing to tell someone your happiness, I am
sure that person has got to be someone close & an
understanding person to you.
But it shouldn't stop there. If that person only
thinks of you when she is happy, but looks for
someone else when she is sad, this lover is too
unstable, she doesn't treat you as someone she
can spend the rest of her life with.
Of course, I will be very happy if I am the
first person to share her happiness. But, if she
is sad, I will be too willing to stay by her
side & ease her pain. Only then, will I believe
that I hold a very important position in her
heart.
If you are sad, who comes to your mind first?
********************
Friendship is a strange thing. We find ourselves
telling each other the deepest details of our
lives... things we don't even share with the
families who raised us.
But what is a friend? A confidant? A shoulder to
cry on? An ear to listen? A heart to feel? A
friend is all these ... and more. No matter
where we met, no matter how long we've been
together... I call you friend.
A word so small, yet so large in feeling, a
word filled with emotion, a word overflowing
with love. Truly great things come in small
packages.
Once the package of friendship has been opened,
it can never be closed.
It is a constant book always waiting... waiting
to be read... and enjoyed.
We may have our disagreements... we may have
our disappointments ...we may argue ...we may
have concern for one another...friendship is a
unique bond that lasts through all tribulations.
A part of each of us goes into our friendships ...
our humor ... our experiences... our tears.
Friendships are foundations... necessary for
life... and love. Friends .. you and me ... you
brought another friend and then we were three ...
we started our group ...our circle of friends...
there is no beginning .. there is no end.

Sometimes God wants us to meet many wrong people
So that when the right one comes along, we will
appreciate that person more.

Instructions:What you do is find out what each letter of your name means.
Then connect all the meanings and it describes YOU. (Its TRUE !! Isn't it
GREAT !!)
PS : If you have double or triple letters, just count the meaning once.



For Example : J O E Y

J Jealously
O You are very open-minded.
E You are a very exciting person.
Y You cause a lot of trouble.



A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.

B You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.

C You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.

D You have trouble trusting people.

E You are a very exciting person.

F Everyone loves you.

G You have excellent ways of viewing people.

H You are not judgmental.

I You are always smiling and making others smile.

J Jealously

K You like to try new things.

L Love is something you deeply believe in.

M Success comes easily to you.

N You like to work, but you always want a break.

O You are very open-minded.

P You are very friendly and understanding.

Q You are a hypocrite.

R You are a social butterfly.

S You are very broad-minded.

T You have an attitude, a big one.

U You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.

V You have a very good physique and looks.

W You like your privacy.

X You never let people tell you what to do.

Y You cause a lot of trouble.

Z You're always fighting with someone