I haven't been updating on my everyday life for very long...since December'03 and I ain't going to do so.... Cos most of them are so saddening just to think about SIGH....
Thurs, 15/04, and Fri, 16/04, went back to SRJC. Met Anvita, WoanLing, ShaoHong, AndrewWang, ex-AVA senior whose name I ain't sure, Richard, Gong, Kel, SH and Joanna...
Mon, 19/04, went back again. Met HT(who sprained her ankle and whom I hugged), JeremyLim, Andrew, Richard, Anvita, Chrsity and Gong. When I was at the bus-stop waiting for bus, saw Richard, Gong and ZhiWei.
Tues went back yet again. Met YuFang(whom I hugged), Andrew, Gong, Richard, Christy, YueLian, Joanna, PeiLing, Kel, SH, Anvita and MuiYen(AVA senior).
Wed, told Mr Reynolds, along with 3 other people, that we wanted to withdraw from SC nominations. He was angry as this would cause the walkover to become a MAJOR walkover. Told us to go find him the following day after scolding us. I still went for SC meeting to accompany Jennifer, my classmate. Met Munzi and Weiqi who tried to convince me to stay. Went for calligraphy. Dinner with Jo and JL.
Thurs, went to school via taxi with JL. Met Mr Reynolds along with 2 other gals. Sad sad...he scolded us....sad for rest of day. But managed to withdraw. Makeup lesson for Bio after school.
Fri, saw KG and Sharon on 72. On 19, talked to JL and Daniel about Bio test and stuff. Jo very quiet and sad. Test sure fail. No CLDDS today. (Need to change the lyrics to a chi song.)
Sat, went school for Math makeup. Met Madeline ,on way to LT4, outside the general office. She said that we have fate. Pri sch same school then JC meet again, then even while walking to LT4 also can meet. I agree.....
After lesson, took bus to Tampines interchange with Mad. I changed out of my clothes then bought hot dog roll for lunch. Took MRT to PS. Ate hot dog roll. Jo and JL were late. Bought apple and aloe vera drinks from Carrefour. Theirs were pretty sour and mine, not. Took MRT to Orchard and walked to Far East. Shopped. JL spent almost to a hundred(plus a ring at $15 for Daniel-he asked her to help him buy...the saleswomen at Bits and Pieces kept assuming it was for JL's bf though Jo helped to explain that it wasn't. LOLx...) while Jo, around $70+. Me? $1.80 only cos didn't plan to buy any clothes. Then never bring much $$. Ate chicken rice with them. Walked to a place which sells expensive clothings. Jo modelled in the clothes she bought. Drank a drink. Sat down and talked. 'Suan' JL about Daniel. Jo, once, even changed his name to 'Dear' in JL's hp. Very fun...laughed alot...hadn't laughed this much since........very long. LOLx....very fun. JL had mentioned looking at my blog and said that I seemed sad. Yup...I was, then...but as I told you 2, I ain't anymore as I have friends around me....friends like you 2, and others... MRT. Parted. I took NSL while they took NEL. I was early. Walked around at AMK. Met Vivian Toh at bus stop. Chatted about school. Mum, Dad and Glenn came. Vivian took 86 back home. We took 169 to relative's house. My great grandmother's b-day. Celebrated. Dinner was fantastic...got french crusine. Home
Sun, woke up very late cos had watched a TV show till very late last night. PW research. Night, continue. Dad say he suspect I wasn't doing research for PW...I WAS!!!!!!!!!!! I was, and still am, very hurt and I almost cried but held back my tears. Told him that the PW would last a whole year so can't possibly finish so fast - this is indeed the truth....he doesn't trust me....SIGH....I'm so hurt......

Check this chinese website out.......very meaningful....
Webby

15 things we wouldn't know if it wasn't for the movies

1. The ventilation system of any building is the perfect hiding place. No one will ever think of looking for you in there, and you can travel to any other part of the building you want without difficulty.

2. You're very likely to survive any battle in any war unless you make the mistake of showing someone a picture of your sweetheart back home.

3. Should you wish to pass yourself off as a German officer, it is not necessary to speak the language. A German accent will do.

4. A man will show no pain while taking the most ferocious beating but will wince when a woman tries to clean his wounds.

5. If staying in a haunted house, women must investigate any strange noises in their most diaphaous underwear, which is just what they happened to be carrying with them at the time the car broke down.

6. If a large pane of glass is visible, someone will be thrown through it before long.
7. If someone says, "I'll be right back", they won't.

8. Computer monitors never display a cursor on screen but always say:
Enter Password Now.

9. It is not necessary to say hello or goodbye when beginning or ending phone conversations. And none of your friends have to knock when they come for a visit.

10. Even when driving down a perfectly straight road, it is necessary to turn the steering wheel vigorously from left to right every few moments.

11. All bombs are fitted with electronic timing devices with large red readouts so you know exactly when they're going to go off.

12. A detective can only solve a case once he has been suspended from duty.

13. If you decide to start dancing in the street everyone around you will
automatically be able to mirror all the steps you come up with and hear the music in your head.

14. Police departments give their officers personality tests to make sure they are deliberately assigned a partner who is their total opposite.

And last but not least

15. When they are alone, all foreigners prefer to speak English to each other.

I've thought over it...it's all over and I ain't gonna brood over it. I just hope that HE wouldn't avoid me like HE apparently did online today...haiz....
Make me sadder arhz.....like what you typed the other day..... T_T
And make me feel so hurt arhz....*SIGH*
What an ending to a great, fun day....haiz...what to do haiz.......

Happy April Fools Day!
April Fool, yes...Happy, no...
I should've expected it...NO...I was expecting it! I was...
Is it a joke? Nope...I don't think so...no! I know it isn't a joke...
Have you ever heard of the phrase "once bitten, twice shy"? I did, that's for sure...
And I do know that feeling...yet I wasn't hesitant when I jumped right back into the fire...
And now, once again, I got burnt...it isn't as bad as the first, but it hurts badly too...
I...I don't know if I would like to try it again...I know that most people wouldn't...I know...
I doubt I would...
I shouldn't have even jumped back in the second time...I shouldn't...but now it's too late...it hurts so much, wounds upon wounds...
I know that I should concentrate on my studies now...but it's hard not to think about it...some of you people should know that...you do, don't you? But yes, I'll try...will it work? I doubt...it hadn't, the first time...will it, this time round? Will it? And this, I doubt it too...
"Time will heal all wounds"...Will it? Seriously speaking, I doubt it...if only we can erase our memories...if only we can...but we can't....that's the problem. So I have to bear the pains of all the memories...memories, one of the nicest word, and yet it can be one of the worst and vicious word in situations like this...
Blame...who am I to blame? No one except myself...I do deserve this, don't I?
Who am I to turn to? Do I have anyone to turn to? No one...that's the answer...I know it...I knew it all along...
Happiness and sadness both, I've got to enjoy and endure them respectively, alone... A loner, that's what I am...
Trust, who can I trust? Are those who treats me well hypocrites? Are those who are nice to me my enemies? Are they being true to me? I don't know the answers to these questions anymore...
I can never be happy and blissful...I can't! That's because what follows is hurt/sadness/anger...This, I'm speaking from experience. If I am never happy, I'll never be very sad. If only I had done this before today...
But now it's too late....just too late...
Goodbye, my friend....

This was what Joanne sent me...I find it pretty silly actually lolx

The Lovers of the Heart

In order to form
a more perfect kiss,
enable the mighty hug to promote
to whom we please
but one kiss.


Article 1:

Statement of Love: The Kiss

1. Kiss on the hand
I adore you

2. Kiss on the cheek
I just want to be friends

3. Kiss on the neck
I want you

4. Kiss on the lips
I love you

5. Kiss on the ears
I am just playing

6. Kiss anywhere else
lets not get carried away

7. Look in your eyes
kiss me

8. Playing with your hair
I can't live without you

9. Hand on your waist
I love you to much to let you go


Article 2:
The Three Steps

1. Girls:
If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.

2. Guys
If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.

3. Guys & Girls
Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare.


Article 3:
The Commandments

1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard.

2. Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one.

3. Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.


* Remember *
A peach is a peach
A plum is a plum,
A kiss isn't a kiss
Without some tongue.
So open up your mouth
close your eyes,
and give your tongue
some exercise!!!


Here are a few reasons why guys like girls:

1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo

2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder

3. How cute they look when they sleep

4. The ease in which they fit into our arms

5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world

6. How cute they are when they eat

7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while

8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside

9. The way they look good no matter what they wear

10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth

11. How cute they are when they argue

12. The way her hand always finds yours

13. The way they smile

14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight

15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later....

16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them

17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you"

18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...

19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry

20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly

21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt

22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!

23. The way they say "I miss you"

24. The way you miss them

25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.

I know I haven't been updating my blog for quite a long time...but lolx I had been pretty lazy to do so actually haha...
Well, before I actually DO update, I'll just write a brief entry...
I've found quite a few Pri Sch friends again...including Caleb...however I haven't got the chance to talk to him yet...This March holiday, though I had plans initially, now most or should I say all of them have been cancelled, at least for me, so now I've got to stay home most of the time *SIGH* haiz...sad sad arhz...
I really miss everyone!!!!!!!! And I mean everyone....everyone I know....haven't seen everyone for quite a long time...so now missssssssssssss.....everyone...hope to meet you people again soon.....see ya....take care, everyone...

12th March 2004, Friday - went orchard for bowling, shopping ,and, drank at
MOS burger at PS
Waiting for 132 to take to Orchard - Joanna, H.T. and me...

Big boss and me (in toilet at Far East after changing into outing clothes)

Me and the 2 bosses

Me...at LJS(background:ppl lining up waiting for SHE who are arriving at 7pm...now still in morning)

Bowling...eek...what a ugly pose

Boss and me at MOS burger

Me and the 2 bosses at MOS burger - boss(middle) acting cute...LOLx...

Me and the 2 bosses at MOS burger

Me at MOS burger(listening to H.T.'s ringtones)

Group mirror shot at PS...without Richard(Front:Boss(H.T.), Big boss(Joanna);Back:me, Edwin, Kenneth, ZhiWei)

Another mirror shot

Me and 2 bosses on NEL train going to Serangoon

Outside toilet(outside the Serangoon MRT station)

12th March 2004, Friday - Christy's birthday(at her house)
GongLei, me and PuayHoon

All so engrossed in watching butterfly lovers that we almost foregoed dinner...

Gals(Doreen, Puay Hoon, Yu Fang, Guan Yan, me) + Shawn

Edwin playing with a little boy's toy LOLx...

1S04 in living room - without GongLei ( the 4 representing our class)

1S04 in living room - with GongLei (first row - 1S04)

Class photo 1

Class photo 2

Class photo 3

Gals of 1S04

Attacking boss...fake one lah...lolx...looks real?

Plus GongLei

Christy's birthday cake

1S04 with cake

Birthday song... both Chi and Eng version....

Birthday song

Blowing candles

Class picture 4

Mahjong...almost won...but Richard(guy in blue) won instead...